It's a stronger pull this year. The temptation is deeper, the callings are louder, the reminders are EVERYwhere. My mind is overwhelmed with the sales, bargains, coupon codes, free shipping, door busters, and TODAY ONLY.
Please, stop. My weakness is begging you to stop. But you just get louder, like a train engine coming down the tracks of consumerism and materialism and acquire-more-ism. But will you deliver me...or slaughter me?
I pray before I enter the winter wonderland of the red bulls eye. I inhale and remind myself I have a list, for Pete's sake. I don't need another holiday hand towel or snowman door mat or new bathroom towels or even a 70% off t-shirt. My kids have enough clothes. I have plenty of ornaments from last year and I really don't need antlers for my mantle. And Pinterest is not helping my endeavors, either.
Can anyone out there relate?
Let's fight this together. Let's not collapse under the very-real weight of want-want-want. Let's model for our children who watch-watch-watch how we spend-spend-spend our money. How we react to sales and gifting and the expectations of an invisible someone who will never be impressed by or satiated with our receipts.
But then I turn. Oh, Jesus. You are the source and You are enough. You are the humble King who has a great plan for my money and my traditions in a time of year we should be longing for YOU.
Good News: the longing we feel is for Jesus. The Messiah. The baby King who arrived after hundreds of years of people standing watch for redemption and soul-begging rescue. People were weary and discouraged and beyond empty. Can you imagine how foolish they must have felt? But can you imagine the heart ache? That He would just come and banish enemies and restore health and wholeness and deliver healing. That the dead would rise and the sick would be healed and the orphans brought into families and the poor given riches. Yes, come, come, come.
This is the drumbeat that fills our home during Advent. That our children would hear the rhythm and groans of mankind and creation as we say come come come out of brokenness and weariness and all things imperfect and less-than. Let's lead our families to the radical-truth source of Life and fill our homes with the purposeful Light that gives to those in need and sees this time of year as an ode to the people who waited for Him and reminds us that we still long for His return.
Come, King Jesus.